Reflection

There was a time when I was alone. Alone and depressed. I had lost all hope for myself. Every thought was negative. I had no interest in doing anything like personal projects, working, having friends and dating. I was also heartbroken and no matter what I did, I couldn't find any way to mend or repair what shattered my heart. I decided to take drastic measures. I packed up my things and decided to travel. I visited Costa Rica, Colombia, and The Dominican Republic. All of these places helped me find peace. I gained a lot of clarity. I was able to let go of past trauma, failures and setbacks. I started to love myself again. As I sit here, I am at peace and very thankful for the experience. These places will always have a special place in my heart. Not for the shopping, or beautiful landmarks or the history but because somehow, it nurtured my spirit. I met so many people that showed me so much love and they had such big hearts. They unknowingly taught me a lot about myself and life in general. The Dominican Republic helped me rediscover myself. I learned more about my passions in life such as community involvement, writing and I even started painting. I looked in the mirror and saw the person who I loved becoming. Somehow, it gave me the strength to no longer be defined from my past struggles, but to look forward to life with an open mind and heart. I sit here so overwhelmed by the experience and when I think about it, my eyes get watery and I feel like I could burst out in tears. Not sad tears but happy tears. My travel experience was filled with so much laughter, excitement, adventure and I can say there never was a dull moment. It was something I never thought about but something I dearly needed. It wasn't until I returned home that I saw so much change and so much growth. I was able to see how much inner work I had done and it brought even more self-security to me, so much clarity and understanding. To the people that are reading,...never let your past mistakes define you. Find things in your life that make you happy. Cling on to those thing and enjoy them fully. Everyone's story is different and as someone once told me....we all have flaws. Continue to enjoy your life and find the beauty that it offers. Until next time.....see ya!